So I'm not sleeping again, but this time I have company. I have been doing some work as well, but honestly gave that up a while ago, and substituted Facebook stalking instead. It's freaking me out that my ex is online, as he is normally asleep or ignoring me at this time of night. If I was a meaner person I would imply something about the state of his mental health to be trawling the net at this time of night, but that does seem a bit contradictory. Except of course that I know I'm a nutcase. He's still there...
I am definitely feeling less stressed out today, due in large part to having something to do. My job is intermittent to say the least, but it was a welcome distraction. I think I need more in my life to distract me, but all the coursework I have to do isn't that appealing...focusing my mind used to be a lot easier! I don't enjoy working anymore, I think I lost my drive a while ago, and now everything I do seems like such a big effort it can't possibly be worth it. I think this is called being a lazy twat. I'll look into that...
He's still there. Git.